May 2006


Courtney: Andy do you like my earings? I bought them yesterday at the mall.

Andy: Yeah, anything that distracts us from your face.

 

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My finals are all over, so i am all done with Fullerton. I got Dean's list for my third time in a row, I think that's a good way to end my time at Fullerton. I'm soooooooo happy to be going to Long Beach. I'm overjoyed.(I'm not sure that's a word)

 

o.k. so Andy has recently acused me of being the reason he is turning his lovey dovey blog in to a depressing blog or whatever. Do i not like his blog, no. I thinks its cute. The reason that i could have been misinterpreted could be that I'm just to negative and cynical  about love. But that's not true at all. I think the love between two people is a very powerful thing. But, however i think the term love is definetly over used and kind of waters it down. I think many people think they're in love and say they're in love, but arn't truly there yet. Like I just dont understand how jr. high people can be in love, when they havn't lived life enough to truly know what loving someone unconditionally is. Love is something that i believe just radiates out of your soul, when someones in love i think its very hard for them to hide it, because love naturally flows out of your soul. India Arie has this one song called "walk with you" that i think expresses the idea of love, the way i see it. When she sings it, you can tell that the lyrics are just comin out of her soul. However I could be wrong about the whole thing. Like some of my friends say, "..you (being me) can't say anything about it, because you've never been in love. You've never had a boyfriend. You don't know what's its like". This is true, so take my words however you see fit.

"Can I Walk With You"I woke up this morning you were the first thing on my mind
I don't know were it came from all I know is I need you in my life, yeah
You make me feel like I can be a better woman
If you just say you wanna take this friendship to another place
[Chorus:]
Can I walk with you through your life
Can I lay with you as your wife
Can I be your friend 'till the end
Can I walk with you through your life (fades away)

You've got me wondering if you know that I am wondering about you.
This feeling is so strong that I can't imagine you're not feeling it too.
You've known me long enough to trust that I want what's best for you.
If you want to be happy then I am the one that you should give your heart to.

[Chorus]

Now everyday ain't gonna be like the summers day.
Being in love it really ain't like the movies screen.
But I can tell you all the drama aside you
And I can find what the worlds been looking for forever.
Friendship and love together.

[Chorus]

Can I walk with you in your life?
Till the day that the world stops spinning.
Can I walk with you in your life?
Till the day that my heart stops beating.
Can I walk with you in your life?
Can I walk with you
Till the day that the birds no longer take flight
Till the moon is underwater
Can I walk with you
Can I walk with you

This is the moment I've been waiting for
Can I walk with you
Can I walk with you
Can I walk with you

You are everything I've been looking for
Can I walk with you
Creative intellectual
Can I walk with you
Can I walk with you as your wife

Oprah had a show about food and different things that you should look for in ingrediants on labels, and not put them in your body if at all possible, because of the drastic effects these foods can have on you over time. So now im constantly looking at labels, i guess thats a good thing, because im eating a lot healthier. 

FOOD HALL OF SHAME

Dr. Oz says to avoid sugar.Dr. Oz says to avoid high fructose corn syrup.Dr. Oz says to avoid enriched flour.Dr. Oz says hydrogenated oil is unhealthy.Dr. Oz says to avoid saturated fat.

(sugar),(high fructose corn syrup),(enriched flour),(trans fat) & (Saturated fat) 

There are things that are good for your body though.

FOOD HALL OF FAME

Dr. Oz says garlic is great.Dr. Oz recommends tomato sauce.Dr. Oz recommends spinach.Dr. Oz recommends raw nuts.Dr. Oz says pomegranates are good for your heat

(garlic), (tomatoes), (spinach), (nuts), (pomegranates)

The doctor that was on the show and ate the right way, looked amazing, and he was like fifty something. Eating right isnt about being thin its about being healthy. (I learned that from Oprah) Getting thin however is usually a byproduct of eating healthy.